"The Spirit and the bride say, Come ... Whosoever will, let him take the water of life freely" (Revelation 22:17)
Maybe you feel in you heart that you just can't go on as you are, that the level of spirituality to which you know yourself called is way beyond you. If you feel that there is something that you must have or your heart will never be satisfied, that there are levels of spirituality, mystic deeps and heights of spiritual communion, purity and power that you have never known, that there is fruit which you know you should bear and do not, victory which you know you should have and have not - I would say, "Come on," because God has something for you.
There is spiritual loneliness, an inner aloneness, an inner place where God brings the seeker, where is is as lonely as if there were not another member of the Church anywhere in the world.
Ah, when you come there, there is a darkness of mind, an emptiness of heart, a loneliness of soul, but it is preliminary to the daybreak! O God, bring us, somehow, to the daybreak!
When the renewal of the Spirit of God comes to your life there may be only one term to describe it - exploding love.
~A. W. Tozer~